I was reading a Bible study called, "God, It's Not Fair!" by Steven Cole. It's a great study of the unfairness of life. He puts a question out for readers:
What is it that chiefly makes you want to go to Heaven? Is it so you can talk and be with God?
http://bible.org/seriespage/psalm-73a-%E2%80%9Cgod-it%E2%80%99s-not-fair%E2%80%9D
I asked myself this and I thought, "What would I talk with God about? I couldn't think of anything except to say "Thank you." I guess I want to go to Heaven mainly because of being with family members forever in beautiful nature. I think of having a life with no problems or irritations and traveling heaven and the universe seeing all God has made. I don't think about talking with anyone else but family, but that is probably because I have social phobia. I won't have that up in heaven.
I will say I am sick of the way we run this world. I long for a life with no cars, no shopping, no cooking, no bills, no weeds, not too hot and not too cold, no sickness, no sorrow, no parting. I thank God I can look forward to this.
